Why Do I Torture Myself?

Marilyn and family at home.

Despite all my positive words about how much I love writing and doing blog tours, as I’m working on this tour, I realize how time-consuming and mind rattling it really is.

Because I have this great compulsion to hurry up and get things done, instead of only doing a bit at a time, I find that impossible. When a big job like putting together a blog tour is on my to-do list, nothing will do except to get busy and tackle it.

And it’s not just blog tours, it’s any big project that I have on my list. Oh, I didn’t mention my list before?  I’ve always kept a list and it has on it everything I need to do, from the most mundane to my writing projects. I didn’t realize what a compulsion that is until my great-granddaughter who is four and likes to copy things I do, came to show me her list. Her mother helped her write it. She had a lot more fun things to do on hers than I have on mine like visit Trinity, tumbling class, watch her favorite TV show.

Frankly, I won’t be able to relax until all my blog posts are sent out to my hosts along with a picture of the cover and one of me. Then I probably won’t relax, but I can work on something else until the time comes for the tour to begin.

Since this post is nearly at the end of the tour, by the time you read this, I’ll nearly be through.
I hope everyone who follows along will either be entertained, learn something new about me or my writing, and/or be intrigued enough to want to read either the new book in the Rocky Bluff P.D. series, Unresolved, or one of the earlier ones.

Do any of you other authors keep lists and have a compulsion to hurry up and finish what’s on your list?

F. M. aka Marilyn Meredith

#13 in the Rocky Bluff P.D. series, Unresolved Blurb:

Rocky Bluff P.D. is underpaid and understaffed and when two dead bodies turn up, the department is stretched to the limit. The mayor is the first body discovered, the second an older woman whose death is caused in a bizarre manner. Because no one liked the mayor, including his estranged wife and the members of the city council, the suspects are many, but each one has an alibi.

Copies may be purchased from Book and Table by emailing bookandtablevaldosta@gmail.com with a 10% discount and free shipping as well as all the usual places.

Bio: F. M. Meredith lived for many years in a small beach community much like Rocky Bluff. She has many relatives and friends who are in law enforcement and share their experiences and expertise with her. She taught writing for Writers Digest Schools for 10 years, and was an instructor at the prestigious Maui Writers Retreat, and has taught at many writers’ conferences. Marilyn is a member of three chapters of Sisters in Crime, Mystery Writers of America, and serves on the board of the Public Safety Writers of America. She lives in the foothills of the Sierra. Visit her at http://fictionforyou.com and her blog at http://marilymeredith.blogspot.com/

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Getting Back to the Blog

My blog has been sadly neglected for way too long. Lots of excuses – family visiting, an unexpected overload of work, the temptation of the garden, a pile of contest books and chapters to read and grade. They’ve all seemed like higher priorities than keeping up the blog.

But I’ve made a resolution to do better. Expect to hear more from me in the near future. I’ll have some guest posts as well!

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Container Gardens – Authors In Bloom Blog Hop

This post is part of the Authors in Bloom Blog Hop. Read to the bottom to see how you can enter to win a number of great prizes!

As part of the hop, I’m supposed to offer a garden or cooking tip. I’m not much of a cook, nor a great gardener, though I enjoy the latter far more than the former.

In the last couple of years I’ve discovered the joys of container gardening – planting a variety of flowers and foliage in large pots that sit on my patio where I can see them easily through the French doors in the kitchen.

I still do plant in the ground, especially out along the fence in the back yard, but I find myself doing more an more containers these days. They require more attention since they have to be watered almost daily in our hot Southern summers, but the pleasure they supply more than compensates.

I’ve found that it pays to get the best possible potting soil, usually a brand that includes plant food mixed in for you containers. Then a mix of plants that look good together in the pot. I like to have one central tall, striking plant, a few lower ones around it, and some that trail over the side. It can be a good idea to consult with the people at the garden center for advice on what plants would do well with each other. My patio has sections that get full sun and another area that is in partial shade. Some plants don’t do well in one of the area, but will thrive in the other. The geraniums love the full sun, but the impatiens prefer the shady areas, so they never go in the same pots.

I also prefer to buy plants that have already started blooming for this purpose, so I can be sure that the flower colors will complement each other rather than clash.

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Jason Hunter is an SBI (N.C. State Bureau of Investigation) agent working on his own time searching for a friend, an investigative reporter who disappeared while tracking down rumors of corruption in the bureaucracy of a small, North Carolina mountain town. Jason is grateful to Kristie for rescuing him, but dubious when she insists she has to continue helping him. Kristie is attracted to Jason, but the edge of danger she senses in him reminds her too much of the abusive family she escaped as soon as she could. Still, the message said he’d die if she didn’t help him, and the messages have been right before.

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Contest Alert

I’ve teamed up with more than 45 fantastic women sleuth mystery authors to give away a huge collection of novels to 2 lucky winners, PLUS a Kindle Fire to the Grand Prize winner! You can win my novel A Gift for Murder, plus books from a variety of other authors. Enter the giveaway by clicking here or on the graphic below

Good luck, and enjoy!

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A Tuesday Treasure Post

erasersI did a guest blog post at Pam’s Wild Rose Blog for her #TuesdayTreasures feature. Check out my unusual souvenir collection.


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There’s Always Another Rung on the Ladder

When I first began writing seriously, many years ago, I dreamed of being published. That was the goal, the Grail, the thing all my effort was directed at. Then in 1988, I got “the call” from Avalon Books. The editor wanted to buy a novel I’d written. This wasn’t the first novel I wrote. It wan’t the second or third or fourth either. It was the sixth.  I made a few small changes the editor suggested, and I got a contract.

The book came out in 1990. By the time it was released, I’d sold a second book to them. I thought I had it made. I’d sell a few more books to Avalon and then I’d move on to a bigger publisher with bigger advances and wider distribution. I did in fact sell a couple more books to Avalon, but then the editor I was working with left and the new editor wasn’t as enamored of my writing.

But I planned to move on to bigger things anyway. At least that was the plan. The reality was that I had four teenagers living at home and a full-time job. There was no writing time. When I finally did have the time, the publishing industry had moved on without me and I was basically starting all over again.

It was hard. The track record I had was too old to impress agents and editors. I did eventually gain some traction just by my writing. Since then I’ve sold books to three New York publishers. One of them shut down the line before my book came out; one of them was bought out by another company that shut down the line; and finally I sold a mystery to Five Star, which brought out the first book in my Market Center Mysteries series, then shut down the mystery line while the second book was in the editorial process. It’s not an unusual story in this business.

By the standards of an unpublished author, just starting out, I’ve had considerable success in publishing, with something like a dozen or so novels and novellas published by companies large and small. I’ve had books released in hard cover, trade paperback, mass market paperback, and ebook. I’ve won a few awards and been a finalist in quite a few contests, including some fairly prestigious ones.

Do I feel like a success? Heck, no. I’ve never had a book go into widespread distribution. Meaning I’ve never seen my book in an airport bookstore or the grocery store book rack. I’ve never gotten a five-figure advance. I’ve never made a bestseller list.

And when I look at it objectively, it’s pretty ridiculous. I’ve had all those books published. I’ve won awards. I’ve gotten a lot of good reviews and positive feedback. I haven’t earned a fortune, but I’m made some money on my books.

But what I have come to realize after twenty-some years as a published author is that success is all in how you define it. The business is like a ladder more than it is like a platform. There are lots of rungs and lots of levels. There are always some below you and some above you. Even for the unpublished who are trying to sell their book, there are the many writers who’ve never finished one, who are below them on the ladder. Only you can decide which achievements spell “success” for you.

I’ve decided to try to remind myself of all that I have achieved and how successful that looks to many others. I’ve worked hard for that success. I’ve shed tears for it and spent countless hours at the keyboard banging out stories I was never sure anyone else would read. But others have read them. Many have paid to read them. And that’s good enough for me.

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New Cover for Wizard’s Bridge

As explained yesterday, Bell Bridge Books, which bought ImaJinn Books, publisher of my two romantic fantasy novels, Wizard’s Bridge and Witch’s Journey is republishing the books, with fantastic new covers! By the way, Wizard’s Bridge was originally published as an ebook by Dreams Unlimited,  with the title, The Rainbow Bridge. It won an Eppie Award in the Fantasy Category, and was a finalist in the Prism, Dream Realm, and Rising Star awards.

Here is the new cover for Wizard’s Bridge:


Click on the cover for a larger image – it’s worth it. Read more about Wizard’s Bridge here, and order it from Amazon here.

This book features a dragon as an important character in the story.

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New Book Covers

Bell Bridge Books, which bought ImaJinn Books, publisher of my two romantic fantasy novels, Wizard’s Bridge and Witch’s Journey. is reissueing the books with fantastic new covers!  Below is the new cover for Witch’s Journey.


Isn’t it beautiful?  Click for a larger version. Read more about the book here!

I’ve long planned a couple of sequels to Witch’s Journey. I even have outlines for two subsequent books, but those plans got derailed by the illness and passing of Linda Kichline, the owner of ImaJinn Books, who was enthusiastic about them. Inspired by the new cover, I got out those outlines and now I’m pretty sure I’m going to write those sequels.  But first, I need to finish the Market Center Mystery I currently have in progress.

Tomorrow, I’ll share the new cover for Wizard’s Bridge. It’s even more gorgeous.


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Lessons From the Olympics

Watching the Olympics a couple of weeks ago left me thinking about what we could learn from them. Here are a few quick thoughts I had about the games:

1.      Winning is relative. I know that sounds like a strange thing to say about games that reward a clear winner. But despite what the press often seems to be trying to sell us, winning means different things to different people. You had to look closely (and sometimes watch the live streams of various events) to catch some of those nuances. But I did see a swimmer who was absolutely thrilled just to make the finals of his events, swimming a personal best in a semifinal heat. He was dead last in his final, but he’d done better than he’d ever done before in his life, against the best in the business, and was totally thrilled about it, despite the lack of medals. A little-regarded runner in the track and field events won a bronze medal against all expectations. He was so excited you couldn’t tell he hadn’t won gold. My takeaway – compete with the best but celebrate all achievements, no matter how small, and keep striving to do better.

2.     These are the best in the world at what they do. They’ve gone through rounds and rounds of trials that eliminated a lot of other candidates before they even got to the Olympics, and then they go through several more rounds of heats in many sports before ever getting to the final rounds we see on television.

3.     The performance in the spotlight is the tip of an iceberg that includes years of practice and work to get to that position. Not to mention an almost absurd level of talent. But raw talent will only take you so far. It has to be trained and refined through practice, practice, and more practice. More practice than most of us could handle. It takes a single-minded self-discipline most of us can’t even imagine.

4.     And even after all that, nothing is guaranteed. A badly timed injury or even a slight mis-step, a small wobble, a twitch, or a sniffle at an inopportune moment can make all the preparation for nothing. And if you happened to be born at a time when several other even better contestants come along, you can be out of luck, too.

5.     The best make it look easy. It’s not. I did some casual gymnastics in high school and college, so I know that what all the gymnasts at this level are doing is ridiculous. Ridiculously hard. Ridiculously risky. Damn near impossible to learn and harder to perfect. And yet they make it look like it’s no real effort at all.

Lots of life lessons here. I’m still working out what they are and how to apply them.

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An Amazing Christmas Present

quilt2In late April, I got a late Christmas present from my sister-in-law that was so incredibly awesome, it would’ve been worth a much longer wait.  I have to share it here.

I was just flabbergasted when I unwrapped the package and unfolded this.

Yes, it’s a quilt, with bookshelves and embroidered on some of the covers are the titles of my books, sometimes in the same font the publisher used for the title itself! How amazing is that?

The amount of work, time, love and attention that went into creating this still leaves almost speechless.  Lauren McCullough, you are awesome!

This actually has the titles of each of my published novels,  embroidered on some of the book covers.

I’ve included closer-up views of some of the books below.





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